Lots of things happening at the same time. & i hate this. Nothing seems to be right at the moment and my deepest apology to all for not updating. But seems like no one care afterall.
What is the point of getting all happy and excited over what you guys have said?
For just a few hours.
Don't let me pin my hopes high,
And make it go crashing down like some airplane some time later.
I simply hate this.
I am not some dumb substitute of yours(s).
Don't make me feel like some extra jerk.
You(s) shall never see the smile on my face,
Never again.
Above are how i feel now. Don't ask who are the you(s) etc. You shall never know. I wouldn't be updating much cause cca every single day. Preparing for FLL, something i had look forward to, but whats the use?
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