hais. here i am sick again. and i got a mc. i am perfectly fine. with no fever or whatsoever. just sore throat and the doctor say that i will be really sick soon if i dun eat the medicine.
boohoo! i have to eat antibiotics and the medicine for my throat. meaning i have to eat 3 pills each time. cool man. and i made my mum cut my anitibiotics into 2 pieces cause it looks HUGE to me when its in the original size.
okay lets talk about yesterday har.
we had cca while the others dun. but i dun mind. in fact, i am happy. wahhaha... lets see. what we did yesterday. we had to do our reflections and share it with the whole club (not really whole. cause quite a lot pon cca yesterday). and yes. we get to complain. but i think i got nothing to complain cause i already complain to quite a few people before ler. and malcolm already apologised to me. so i dun mind ler. and at least he did apologised (:
and our group got praised by the exco, especially sophia <33.> okay back to the topic. we got praised. but we won nothing. ohh wells. i think i already accepted the fact that it sometimes doesn't really matter if we won or not (according to me), cause as long as i know i had already put in my utmost effort, i am already satisfied. but to the school. its not this case. we have to win something to show them. and our excos say that we must win more awards between this and next year. if not we dun have chance already. well. i dunnoe what this means. but i know its something bad.
but the feeling that i give myself is. no matter how hard i try, its still quite impossible to get the best robot or something. its just my own self-confidence. but i have not given up. i will continue to strive for the best for fll (: okay. at least i see an improvement in myself. from njrc 2005 till now, at least i did improve (:
actually, i feel confused now. i dunnoe how i feel. happy that i tried my best, or sad that i did not win anything. well. actually, i am happy that i tried my best and i know i have not really disappointed the teachers/instructors. but at the same time, i am sad cause although i tried my best, still no result. oh wells. that is life i guess (: accept it and face it. think of better solutions next time and apply it (:
i dunnoe what will happen if RVCC and robotics got out of my life. i really can't imagine. its like. the main reason why i choose to come into rv is because of robotics and cause i know that mr gilbert's company is taking the school. oh wells. nevermind. i will stop it from getting away from me (RVCC and robotics).
okay another thing. the excos asked who wanted to be the level head. and i went for it. actually, i am not desperate for that position or what. i just want to create more chances for me to help the club in whatever way i can. i know if i am not the level head, it doesn't really matter too. cause i dun have to be the leader to contribute. not being the leader, i can also win something back for the school. it will not affect my everlasting love/motivation/passion to win something for the school (: but still hope i can be the level head.
okay. i crapped alot ler. all on njrc and stuff. but seriously, i LOVE rvcc and all the excos. they are super nice, so are some of the seniors.
okay thats all people. but so sad. my excos dun come to my blog and check this out. i really want to tell them how i feel. but just can't seem to open my mouth. so decided to write it here. but they wun come and see ):
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About her
Sylvia fifteen; going on sixteen on fourteen. here comes nc16 movies!
never going to part with rvcc
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